Wednesday, June 3, 2009

Save Yourself! I'm a Gemini!! ; )

  • Romantic/Gothic Hero: Hero/lover with a decidedly dark side.

I definitely have a dark side, and a lot people believe that to be because I am a Gemini. Sometimes I could be decidedly upset with you other times I can be your best friend. I usually don't have a hard time being friends with people but I can't stand two faced people. If you're going to be a certain way then be so if not then you better decide or you better get out of my face. I meet a lot of people and I'm polite and kind but if you cross me I can be totally nasty, but please try to catch me in a good mood, if not then you might get caught in the cross fire!!

Knowledge Is Power, and Its Worth More If You Use iIt Wisely

  • The journey in search of knowledge.

My whole life I've wanted to go to college. As of today that is my ultimate goal. I'm a total book worm, I love to learn, I love to be surrounded by people who feel the same. But all the same its hard to find people who have the same goals and wants as you do. There will always be people who don't want to learn but i make it a personal goal to make them feel like they're needed. It would seem out of character for me to not have been seen reading a book in over a week. I always do my best and that for me usually means over achieving. For me knowledge is power, where others have their wit I will the verbal skills to beat them down. I continue to read books not just for the fun of it but to advance my vocabulary and also to advance my thinking patterns. How may people do you know that can think the way a book would or even as an author would say something to their readers? As of today my quest will end probably when I make it into college and have become the best teacher I can be. I believe that a teacher has a strong role in child's life, and that's only because the child spends eight hours- five days of the week with their teacher and if I can change a child's life it would totally make me a whole new person.

The Man Who Taught Me Everything I Know


  • The Mentor

Honestly I'm in training everyday. God tests me and prepares me to move forward. He strengthens me by challenging me to do His will, and in return He blesses me with the many things I ask for. I may ask for better forgiveness, but He doesn't just give it to me, He tests me first and then He blesses me, but that's only if I succeed. If I fail he will find another time to test me again. He moves me forward each day, and with each test I grow stronger. Sometimes he tells me to do things I may not want to do but I do it anyway, (sometimes) but its because I know it pleases Him.


There's A Time For Change and A Time For Tests

  • The Threshold Guardian

I honestly believe that I am tested everyday to change. My personality is quiet and reserved unless I know you. But people test me all the time. I have a very easily upset temper and my patience, while it could be thicker, is very thin. I'm not sure really who specifically tests me to change as of human friends and/or enemies. But God tests me everyday to change who I am to become more like Him. And these tests make better, stronger, and wiser. I always seem to change in some way after a test even if I fail miserably. Even if I can't see it completely I know its there.

The Dark Days Surround Me

  • The Shadow

He makes me sick to my stomach. Richard Jones is an evil piece of work and I hope that he knows whats coming to him. He is my only HATE, I literally can't stand the sight of him. What did he do that was so horrible? He talked about me for two years in middle school and I can't seem to let it go. Those were the worst years of my life. I cried almost everyday because of the torture he put me through. One day he's going to need something that only I can give him and I don't know if I can trust myself to do the right thing. I want to let it go but apart of me just wants to push him off something. I hate sounding so mean and vengeful but even his name strikes an angry nerve. Hopefully by the end of high school I will have made amends but something tells me that's not going to happen.

The Silly, Crazy, and Totally Lazy : )

  • The hero has a loyal band of companions.

Wow!! What would I be without my friends? My friends are so outrageously crazy and retarded, but I know I can count on them to be there for me. A list of my friends would be: Monica Gomez, Jasmin Love, Candice Allen, Nandasia Perry, Jerica Glick, Angel Martinez, Cesar Benavidez, Jeremy (aka Jere-bear), and Jarrod Frankum. My friends aren't like a focal of my life, like I need them to be with me every second, but I can always count on them to make me laugh when I'm down. And because I don't spend all my time with them it makes me appreciate them even more than I already do. My dad tells me all the time about him and his best friend. They don't spend a whole lot of time together but when he needs him he's there and vice versa. My friends (usually) keep me sane and in check and I know I can trust each of them with my life. I love my friends to death but I'm not depended upon them which makes them all the more fun. They make me happy and I appreciate them.

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

The Lord is with Me Always

  • The hero has help from a divine or supernatural forces.

My life is very seldom exciting or interesting, but when I need somebody to lean on God is there for me. He's not just there when I need Him to give me something, but also when I need somebody to talk to when I have no one to turn to. He comforts me when I'm sad and He rejoices when I'm happy. He keeps me going when my world seems like its going to end, and that relationship allows me to grow closer to Him and stronger in Him. For me to grow, I need to learn from my mistakes and he's there to help me along the way. I can trust Him to be there for me to lean on when I'm falling from His grace and I believe that He will always be there when I need Him.